I'm sad that i lost my friendship with the boy of my dreams.

I wont say any names, but he's bout' my height, 5''6.

He has light milk chocolate skin like myself

He has chocolate eyes that make me wanna melt with every glance.

He's firm and funny, but all together serious.

Exactly what I want in a guy.

But theres a hitch

He hangs out with alot of girls and I get a little... jealous

He's bestfriend is my enemy

And everyone thinks he's gay.

I dont pay attention anyway.

We don't talk anymore like we used to everyday

He talks to my bestfriend more and kinda ignores me

And when he does talk to me,

He says, "Hey Monkey!!!"

What does that even mean?

I'm not sure, but for one day

I wish I could freeze time,

Snap my fingers and everyone will dissapear,

And It's just the two of us in cl

He stares at me with those eyes,

And my knees melt from his strong, sweet gaze.

But then I wake up

I don't know if he flirts with the girls he hangs with

But I still don't like the scene

I remember when he asked for my help in science

And said I was pretty

And smart.

And I was like a fly in his web

Helpless from the compliment

But then he asked for the answers

To good to be true...

I also remember when he talked to me after school in carpool

It was so romantic, to me anyway...

I was sitting on a bench and he came over..

And tried to sit on me

After we laughed,

He sat beside me and put he's arm around my shoulder

I hesitated not sure what to do

And leaned my head on his shoulder

He did'nt mind untill

I noticed he was looking at me strange

I pulled back up and we talked about how we were doing.

Then we sat in silence

But not the ackward silence

A pleasant, peaceful silence.

And I'm not gonna lie,

He's relative came up

And I blushed embarrased and said goodbye

But then I whispered to myself,

Finishing the sentence,

"My lost friend"

I'm still thinging of him, but I'll get over him

Later on in life anyway.